God, I am nothing. Everything I try to change turns into something worst.Everywhere I turn for happiness never lasts. I can’t do this anymore. Even my good deeds are like filthy rags to you. Please, take this garbage, this sin-filled soul and turn it into something beautiful, for you.. Because I can’t. Keep me strong.
I give myself little pep talks or encouraging speeches whenever I’m down. They really help..really, I think it’s the holy spirit just placing thoughts in my head. Quite interesting.
You’re just a person.. plus you are super busy and I totally understand that. You are much older, I get why it would be difficult. God will have his way either way. If things work out then I am super happy, but if not..I will accept it and know that God knows what is best for myself. Oh Lord, help me to trust in you. To pursue what you want. Take my thoughts, my worries..I need you.
Just take it.
God wants you to know that you can let yourself be happier. Happiness is a choice, although often it might seem otherwise. And it starts small. Today do something that makes you feel happy, and tell your friends about it.
So true! Though, we can’t control many situations in our lives, we do get to choose how we respond to them..



